4 More Years

Title: 4 More Years (Josh/Donna)

Author: Eve Karma

Disclaimer: Not mine. ;)  But you knew that, right?

Spoilers: None to my knowledge. :)

Rating: PG just to be on the safe side.

Summary: Josh and Donna reflect on the past four years and think about their futures.

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4 More Years: Donna

 

I joined on a whim

Not thinking, but

Dreaming

Wishing

Hoping

Loving the fact that

I was on my own for real

 

College wasnt for me

But I had a feeling about this man who

Told the future as if he really

Believed

So I drove for days

On a wild hunch

And ended up working

In a big white house that,

Contrary to popular belief,

Wasnt always white

 

But really all Im doing is running

On someone elses time

Rushing around because

He wants he

He needs me

Cant live without me (literally)

By his side for twelve hours a day

Sometimes more

 

And I wonder if this is all I have-4 years

Then I drift back into nothingness

Still, even if we win another four, itll fly by

Just like the first

And then where do I go?

Cause me, Im nobody

And I can only hope he needs me

Enough that god, hell take me with him

Wherever he goes

 

But seriously, maybe I should

Stop thinking about that and just pray

4 more years

God, I still get the chills, so let me stay

I only need 4 more years

4 more years

Please...                    

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4 More Years: Josh

 

I joined for my best friend

Not thinking, but

Dreaming

Wishing

Hoping

Loving the fact that maybe

The horse isnt so dark after all

 

I could've used the money,

But I was after the dream

So I worked for hours, days,

Weeks, months,

Always moving

Always fighting

It paid off

In more ways than I can count

 

But really all Im doing is running

On someone elses time

While she runs on mine

Rushing around because

I want her

Need her

Cant live without her (literally)

By my side for twelve hours a day

Sometimes more

 

And I wonder if this is all I have-4 years

Then I drift back into nothingness

Still, even if we win another four, itll fly by

Just like the first

And then where do I go?

Cause me, Im nobody 

And I hope she can tell I need her

Enough that God, shell go with me

Wherever I go

 

But seriously, maybe I should

Stop thinking about that and just pray

4 more years

God, I still get the chills, so let me--us stay

I only need 4 more years

4 more years

Please...                                          
 

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Donna (Josh in background) in Night Five